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glad.
holiday's ending. work's ending. school's starting, really glad.
got close to them but din meet up w the others.
DOR, FEL, TING ;;
guess its really nice when i got back them beside me,,
how one becomes a crook. haha.
we're back to the old time, chatting and updating our life.
some guys are really BASTARD.
it feels so good when i got them to listen to my stuffs. chatting bout the past as though its a never ending story. we are sharing everything, though its like gng through the process once again, and getting close like how we used to be back then, we're all trying hard to get back tgt with one another. though there might be awkward moments, long pauses, but we're still trying. and i still feel so comfortable chatting with them,
saying stuffs that i won't normally say, i felt so great. the another part of me which i won't really show out, those words that i said. some things that i can't tell all, but only to those SOME.
i really wish for more sleepover,when there'll be lots of HTHT, saying out all the personal stuffs. (we'll wait and see. haha. the single souls.)
more random outing and gathering with the whole team, which means endless laughter for sure!!
JANE;;
we're not meeting up for so long, all the UNDONES. and we're not updating our life! i got many many things to share about!
& i guess sometimes i don't know you all well too. perhaps we are fooling around too much, disturbing each other everytime, teasing and saying silly jokes too, or maybe we also have our own friends whom we felt more comfortable confiding to as well.
sometimes i know that you all are troubled, but i got no idea how to ask you'll whats happening. i'm afraid of being too kpo or don't know how to help even after i know what's happening.
we might all feel that this is our problems, thus sld'nt trouble others. but this is what friends are for. being there 24/7. and i can say that i am more than willing to listen. even when the story might not end.
you all sld know that i'm very talkative also as i'm like updating the entire life of mine to you all whenever we get tgt. haha. but i want to a LISTENER of you'll too. i don't know what you all will be thinking about right now, reading what i'm typing. don worry, nth went wrong. but i just felt that i'm not caring for you all enough at all.
when i'm feeling happy, i wish that you all are happpy too.
whatever it may be, i pray for the best for the four of us.
when we're happy, we smile, when we're not, we frown and cry.
don't hide the feelings, don live behind a mask.
hey girls, i'm here always!! :)
YET,,
some ppl are here only when there's fun.
some ppl are here only when they could not find other companion.
some ppl are here only when they think you're important but leave when they found another.
got touched by a moment, almost felt like i'm in heaven, almost falling into you. but eventually fell terribly. and i really know i don't need you at all. you make me feel so shitty that moment, but i'm completely alright now. and it is a good experience overall, when one knew how another is actually.
now i know who are the one i really need, and who are those who will leave afterall.
i am someone, not anyone. (soGETLOST, if you don't need me.) i'll let it be cause i know who are the ones that will and will not be staying long.
*could i be trusted, am i a reliable friend of someone?,,, thoughts like this, "_
i'm becoming stronger, i know.
time for an end. no more thinking.
chat, tell me all, but there isnt any chance when you'll be a listener of mine. looks close but ain one. sad shit.
BUT WHATEVER,
:D school's starting. everything's new again. REFRESH!
i'm still wishing for sth, though it is almost only a lil 0.0000000002% chance. let it be a dream unrevealed.
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